SOS

Im in so much pain and nobody cares. There are all these articles and studies and facts. They all say that what I’m experiencing is one of the most traumatic psychological experiences for someone to have. Yet, here I am alone facing the whole world cause no one believes that it could possibly be as bad as I think it is. They just look at me like oh well, deal with it, you deserve it. What could I have possibly done so bad in my life that it earns the punishment of being erased. I had a support system, until my own mothers long planned kidnapping of my kids and disposal of me was accomplished with the help of Child Welfare, NFC, and the Nebraska Seperate Juvenile Court. Now 2 and a half years after she was taken, its been over a year since I have heard her voice or seen her beautiful face. Im dying inside without her and Im screaming for help from every direction i can turn and getting nothing but blame and more pain and rejection. My hearings to gain visits back have been continued 3 times now, due to the unthinkable acts and obviously malicious acts of the court and numerous individuals in what can be considered nothing less than a conspiracy against me and my child to destroy our once close and loving bond.

On August 28 the first evidentiary hearing to regain visits was held. Mother had been representing herself until this time and this was the first hearing which her lawyer was present. All of the lawyers were called into the judges chambers, something that had never happened before in this case. For around 30 minutes they had a meeting while the mother was left in the court room alone with the caseworker who is not allowed to have contact with the mother alone for safety concerns and the visit specialist for the mother. The safety concerns where due to the mothers FB postings which were not name or directly refer to anyone and her threats to sue the workers and therapist for lying and violating their rights. No specific details that the mother could understand were ever explained. There was a vague agreement from all the lawyers involved that what was said was really said but mother still does not understand what was discussed that day. The hearing finally began and the first part of the hearing was mostly a discussion about the TPR, which to my knowledge is a whole separate case which we have not had a pretrial to because the mother does not understand the charges or why she is needing an attorney to state the facts which lead to the dismissal of this case as required by law. The therapist for the minor took the witness stand and proceeded to admit that therapy records were burned in a fire, not at Reliable Rock, but instead at her home. She also stated that Reliable Rock was no longer in business as of July 2017. Halfway through her testimony, another families case, that the mothers lawyer was also a part of, was the reason for a recess of the hearing to regain visits already suspended over a year ago for “threats to case professionals”, not to the child herself. The mother sat there in the court room and after about 45 min finally left, stating that when they became a priority, that they would let her know. The mothers lawyer convinced the mother to come back into the court room where the court was held for an additional 15 min before dismissing for the day. The evidentiary hearing was continued.

September 27, 2017 The hearing began once again with Mary A. testifying during our examination with her. During this time she admitted that she had only had one very cordial contact with the mother in which the mother came to discuss and IDI that had some discrepencies and false statements made about her. She testified the her reasoning behind the belief that the mother was unstable and a threat to not only her safety but her daughters safety as well, was a few case relevant photos and a threat to sue the therapist for liable due to the same IDI they had discussed the day they met. The mother has tried several times to reach out to this therapist to report what is occuring only to be accused and blamed for being hostile. The therapist own records validate what the mother is trying to express to everyone and yet they blame her for things that could not possibly be caused by her. She also testified that basing her recomendation on those things would normally be considered unethical behavior in her practice. Her testimony ended at 4:15 and the judge, anxious to get to an appointment he declared, chose to continue the hearing for another month instead of allowing the last witness to testisfy as requested by the mother.

October 26, 2017 Hearing resumed with the mother calling her visit specialist to the stand. As records show this mother and child had a loving bond and evidence of the alienation is evident through this testimony. Mother arrived late, only being present at the last half of the hearing due to another party in the case refusing the already agreed upon transportation there. The discussion then became about the mothers failure to get a psych eval. that has been the center of contravery from the very beginning of this case. Which is itself a problem because this original allegations were for drug use that, at trial, were unfounded. The mother was adjudicated for being a victim of domestic violence once in a relationship that ended for that reason seven months prior to her even being removed. Did I mention that it had already been part of an investigation that was closed because the minor had been staying at grandmas house since it happened. Which shows the mothers steps taken to ensure her childs safety were adequate.

The mothers visit were originally suspended in September of 2016 due to text and fb photos from more than 3 months prior. The mother was not informed of this hearing, did not attend this hearing, yet at the time was representing herself. The judge allowed three witness to testify against the mother that day subsequently denying the mother her right to visits with her child without allowing cross examination, or the opportunity to defend herself.

The mother has been consistently telling the professionals in this case the truth and trying to show them what is really occuring. They pretend like she doesnt exist, like the relationship she once had with this beautiful healthy energetic and outgoing little girl who showed no signs of abuse from her, is just irrelevant and using the cover that it is in the best interest of the child to never see her mother again. A mother that she has repeatedly asked to see and live with in letters written to the judge as well. The mother has hard facts and circumstantial evidence to back up her statements and beliefs and the state has provided lies, heresy, false allegations, and less than credible witnesses.

If this information isnt enough to scare you……..i pray for you……….but wait theres so much more…..just as bad perhaps even worse crimes in this case being committed without consequence or indifference to this families health and safety. And it is ongoing. It is not stopping. It is still happening. There is no signs of slowing down. The signs say, without someone to help fight something so big, the loss of something far bigger is inevitable. My relationship with my children mean everything to me. They are my world and I have proven i am a fit parent many times and in more ways than one. Even in the eyes of this court I am a great mother who doesnt need parenting assistance. I have loving strong bond with my daughter as well, from the judges own mouth. So can someone please explain to me why this is still happening to us? Why isnt someone besides me able to see this horrible injustice taking place causing irrepareable injury to this mother and child with no true cause or justification for such terrorism and harrassement?